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 You are now on Dreams Diary, a page for my dreams since the day after the Christmas of year 2001. I place a very unique section for dreams because for me, dreams aren't just roleplays whirling in our minds. For me, they are symbolic warnings that reveal a secret or foretell an immediate future. This is why I treasure my dreams, how funny or weird they may be. Notice how dreams play a big part on different novels and animé? On the tragedy, Julius Caesar, Caesar's wife, Calpurnia, dreamt of the death of his husband. What happened? Julius died. My grandma had a goiter one time. She dreamt of four white men operating her. When she found those men, she was cured (Check the Experience page for wider detail). It might be real, that dreams are psychic visions that strike our thoughts whenever we are in a sleeping trance. I also believe that my mind didn't just think of me going somewhere in my dream. My soul really went to that place while I lie in bed (discussed further in the My Opinions page). Maybe my purpose in doing this list is to study them more to know who I am on my past incarnations. Science may call me a fool, but for me, dreams are as precious as gold. You will notice that I often forget some things. Isn't it like that? We masterfully trace what happens and who we are with while we're dreaming but when we wake-up, we forget what we have dreamt. That's because sleeping is like a meditative trance. This is one subject that I personally would like to study. Below is the chronological list of my dreams (months secluded by a horizontal rule; if I really know that I haven't dreamt, I skip the date).
December 26, 2001 - I projected my astral body and I saw someone who I can't remember in a purple veil. I also saw some unknown people I called, in my dream, spirits.
December 27, 2001 - I am listening to the radio with my classmate, Samantha Stevenson. The song is from Linkin Park, In The End, but the singers are kids. We kept laughing (I even heard myself laughing while I'm half-awake).
December 28, 2001 - I was in the balcony with my cousin, uncle and brother at night. Orbs and comets of colorful light hovered the dark, cloudless sky. My uncle got angry and went inside the house. All orbs disappeared and one big, round white orb of light appeared. I suddenly told my company, "That's God." I saw my uncle come out from the backyard still angry saying, "That's not God!"
December 29, 2001 - I was with people I don't know. We visited, I don't know if it's in Indonesia or Malaysia and we were on an open theater-like place without a show. My female company went into a restroom which is full of dirty plates and looks so wrecked. Another company of me said that that restroom is haunted. After the theater, we went in a restaurant near a beach and the food is served already, which I forgot what was served. There were waiters in red watching us. Before we ate, I already woke-up.
December 30, 2001 - My classmates and I are on a school I don't even know. Then, one of my classmates, Mary Grace Galang, tells us that today is Alumni Homecoming (I don't know if this has something to do with today's Alumni Homecoming, because in real life at school, today is Alumni Homecoming! And I didn't even think about it).
December 31, 2001 - My classmates and I were talking about something I already forgot in our classroom. We asked my female classmate, Sheryll Mañago, something, and she answered with a high voice. I asked her why she had to raise her voice. I argued with her and we exchanged bad words. After the argument, I felt troubled.
January 1, 2002 - I hardly remember this one. Me and someone else I forgot were arguing about a broom—a flying one, kinda like a Nimbus 2000 from Harry Potter. I'm sure there are other things that happened but I can't recall them.
January 2, 2002 - I'm sure I dreamt three times. When I was half-awake, I quickly enumerated them on my mind and I surely memorize the events! But when I woke up, all I remember is that the last dream is an animé. The scene I recall is a house on top of a cliff at night. The moon is full. Note: it's in animé form.
January 3, 2002 - It's a stormy and gloomy school day. Me and my classmates are on our classroom. Our adviser, Mrs. Inocencion, English teacher, is absent. Then comes in the substitute, Miriam Defensor-Santiago! She wears a pair of glasses and a red senator outfit. She asked us to get our books and answer a page I already forgot. I'm sure I easily answered the questions. After that, I don't know why but she asked me and some of my classmates I don't remember to go downstairs with her and follow. When we reached the hall to where the clinic and principal's office are, we noticed that the once open hall is now caged and vines crept on the bars. We left her and the next thing I know, I am with my cousins and we decided to swim in the flood. I refused when I saw medium-sized fishes swimming all around. I went inside a room, and I am holding in my hands a square, transparent plastic containing two game CDs: Red Alert 2 and Tiberian Sun. My classmate, John Patrick Gomez, asked another classmate of mine, Jim Paolo Salvador, something like this, "Is it true that it can (I forgot)..." Jim answered that it's true and he saw a proof. I suddenly came in the conversation and said it's true. Then, Jim asked me to show him the CDs and I let him look at them.
January 4, 2002 - You know what I'll say. I'm sure I had a dream but I forgot.
January 5, 2002 - I'll divide this dream into two because I know it's just one, but I forgot some events that took place. First, I, with my classmates, am in a school made of red bricks with periwinkles planted on the garden. It is fenced with black pointed bars. When we went inside, it looked like Hogwarts! After a sequence I can't recall, second, a man—just a man that looked like a college—wearing a bag, striped shirt, jeans, and rubber shoes just went in the middle of the hi-way intersection and acted as a traffic enforcer, but with a dancing action. When a lady notices him weirdly at what he was doing, the boy went near her and strutted his stuff, you know, he pushed his pelvic part on the lady? Pretty weird, huh?
January 7, 2002 - This one's a cartoon: Dexter's Laboratory. Dexter's Mom is pregnant and she is in a cave. Their father comes to the rescue while Dexter and Dee Dee watch from a rock. When the Mom was saved, she sang just like one of the episodes.
January 8, 2002 - I am on a room in a very big, white house where it's like an amusement center (I feel I dreamt of this place before). My classmate, Mary Grace Galang is there, too. When the night arrives, I decided to go home. When I walked towards the gate, which has two glass spheres of light on each side, I realized that I live there, so why should I have to leave for the night?
January 9, 2002 - I went on a small junction with a red roof and I rent a huge vehicle resembling a truck and the driver is one of my PMT Officers, Cdt. Lt. Col. Paul Esguerra (he wears an official CS inner shirt and black pants). I was given three objects—one is a cane made of twisted wood, I can't recall the other two objects. More passengers (I know these guys but I forgot who they are already) rode . One passenger went down. When we arrived at the same junction after the trip, we all went down and one of the objects given to me is missing. Paul said that he will take the cane. He went down the truck.
January 10, 2002 - There are two fat detectives: a man and a woman (cartoon form) They go down using a stairs that contain heiroglyphics per step and that you should identify the picture first before proceeding to the next step. Next thing I know, on a plain with green grass, there were lines of students and I'm one of them. We were guarded by our teachers. One teacher that I recall is Mrs. Antonio, a Religion teacher. I stepped aside and dance a part of "All For You" by Janet Jackson. I can't remember the further events.
January 11, 2002 - I went to my classmate's (Denmark Roxas) house (I haven't still gone to Denmark's house but I know in my dream that is where he lives) to be healed by a lady faith healer because I have a skin disease from the navel to the back. When it was my turn, she cured me and I felt no pain. The skin disease was gone! My parents, aunt and uncle were also there. More patients came. Then I remember more skin distortions in my right and left arms. I also decided to be cured by the healer. I shortly woke-up then slept again. I had another dream: I asked for Denmark to the people who live there and they said I can't meet him because I don't know if he was studying or eating his lunch. To tell you the truth, I was very disappointed when I woke-up. Don't ask why.
January 12, 2002 - Carmen, a former household helper, is working again at ours. This time, for my grandmother.
January 13, 2002 - I'm very disappointed when my oblivion strikes me after I wake-up!
January 14, 2002 - I'm on a COCC training with my usual officers and fellow cadets. We're practicing new rifle moves and I don't know them but my fellow cadets know them because I think I was absent when the officers first introduced them (I'm currently absent because of Herpes Zoster, a family of chicken pox). Next thing I recall, the cadets and the officers where on a mall-like place and I got lost. I can't find my fellow cadets. When I found two cadettes, they were blindfolded and dressed with black. Next thing I know, I'm talking with one of my officers, Cdt. Lt. Col. Vincent Liwanag, Corps Staff S1, and he asks me why I don't know the rifle moves, why I'm not blindfolded, and why I returned because I'm supposed to quit (because I was absent many times already on trainings). I argued with him and said that it's not my fault that I got stricken by chicken pox.
January 15, 2002 - I dreamt of a video of the latest Lady Marmalade video but in a very different setting. Missy Elliott was in black dancing beside the four ladies dancing in black fit dress, too, while singing the song. You know what? When I woke-up (I left the TV on at MTV Philippines), the video is Lady Marmalade!
January 16, 2002 - I went in a very formal building wearing an orange shirt and jeans. I opened a door and inside are carnival rides. Ferris Wheel, Caterpillar, and everything rotating. I strolled around and on the caterpillar, the riders almost fell, but they were still enjoying it. The Ferris Wheel and Octopus are very near to each other but they don't collide. Next thing I know, I dropped in the middle of the rides. If I stand up, I'll be hit by the rides. I covered my head with my hands. Every rotation, a strong wave of wind is made. I was so afraid and blown by the waves. Then, my classmate, Vian Canlas, came down from the Ferris Wheel while it was still running. She told me to follow her. I did and I was back in the formal building. I strolled around and I found an arcade, but when I got near it, it was just a black piece of wood/sculpture. Then, I met my aunt and uncle. My aunt asked me why I smelled sweaty.
January 17, 2002 - My cousin, Emmerjun Zapata, and I were on the garden of our house. It was like 6:00 p.m. I know we were talking about something but as usual, I can't recall.
January 18, 2002 - There is a game, (as in a real-life game) that you have to collect guns all over the place. We entered a castle-like place and I caught two. I was having so much fun. I also remember the phrases I said like, "I will kill you." Kinda like the MTV Asia Awards, "I will be there." I know I dreamt of this concept before, the collection of guns game. I also had a nother dream, that I finally completed my lectures in school. I cannot remember anymore.
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